Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow

1st Week

2012-02-12T16:05:00.006+08:00

Okay. The first week of my year 2 second semester had ended. Only had 3 days of classes. Though so, there are like assignments beginning to pile up. Hopefully, I can finish them without doing any last minute work. Being me, I can be just so lazy sometimes. :P Oh well, nothing much happened. Everything seems to be stagnant. I can't seem to feel anything. I just know that I need to complete what

Valentine

2012-02-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

Well, it's the month of February again. Most places now are done talking about the Chinese New Year and moved on to Valentine's Day. A day, 14th February, dedicated for couples to celebrate their love. As for singles like me... I dunno. Nothing I guess? >.< Anyway, it's a good thing I guess. It's a day to remind all of us how powerful love is. Love is blind. Love is deaf. Love is all

January

2012-01-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

It's almost the end of the month of January. And it is almost the end of my holidays. So sad. So fast time flies. Oh well, nothing to do about that. Time goes on no matter what happened. Everything happens in the moment. Every moment begins and every moment ends at some point. Sometimes, I hope that some really really nice moments never ends and just stay there forever. But, nothing I can do

Year of the Dragon

2012-01-23T23:09:00.001+08:00

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year. And this year, it's the year of the dragon. Awesome mythical creature dragon. It's been a while since I blogged about anything. Why? Cause I had been having exams for the past month or so. Don't really have time to go online even. See Facebook also can only look like 2 seconds then close dy. Well, I am spending my first 2 days of Chinese New Year in

2012

2012-01-01T21:42:00.002+08:00

Today is the 1st of January 2012, the first day of a new year. Well, kinda meaningful for most people I should say so myself. For my first day of New Year, I went to church and went to Midvalley. The amount of people there is like a lot. The thing about new year for most of us students in the University of Nottingham is that it also means we have like a week and a day left to our semester exams.

2011

2011-12-31T10:19:00.003+08:00

The last day for 2011 is finally here, 31st December 2011. Tomorrow will be a new day and a new year. Can't believe that so fast it's coming to the end of yet another year. Well, this year is quite fruitful. I passed my Year 1 in June, had the opportunity to work in a retail pharmacy and got to know a bunch of awesome friends. Christmas was quite fun although I didn't get to go back home to

Study break

2011-12-22T09:18:00.002+08:00

A bridge in Putrajaya Hohohoho. Now is my study break till like January 10th, my first Exams paper. Feels like a while since I posted here. Well, been kinda 'busy' studying I guess. More like lazy I guess. :P Oh well, really really need to work hard cause the marks for this exam is kinda important. Lately, it's like routine. Wake up, on laptop, on music, have breakfast, sit down, read, read,

Christmas Party

2011-12-09T12:02:00.001+08:00

It was on the 7th of December 2011. PharmNotts held her annual Christmas Party and as per tradition, this event was organized by the year 1's. It was pretty well done. There is like carolling, love that especially. They did it acapella style and they did it well. Well, it was better than last year that is for sure although we did it in one of our exam halls. One important thing that happened, Dr.

Mistakes

2011-12-04T22:18:00.001+08:00

One of the very crucial thing I picked up in my course is that there is no such thing as making a mistake - especially in drug dispensing. However, this sorta thing affected me somehow in everything I do. I become more afraid of making mistakes even in my coursework and assignment. I remember how I used to just do what I feel is right. Now, I need to like triple check everything and recheck with

November End

2011-11-30T16:52:00.001+08:00

Well, today is the last day of November. Tomorrow will be the beginning of another new month, December - the month of where supposedly everyone have holidays and Christmas and Thanksgiving. Sadly, the beginning of December only means one thing for me. I have around 1 month left to my exams. And this time, I have to be better than the last. Hmmm... Dunno if I can do it with all these '

Tick tock

2011-11-29T17:54:00.001+08:00

Wow, time really flies. It felt like only recently it was a friend's birthday and today it's her birthday again. Happy birthday Bik Ling! :) Can't imagine how far I had gone since last year. I can't even remember what date I'm in now. November feels like it's early of the year. And... Christmas is coming. Everyone... Well, almost everyone, is talking about Christmas. Clubs and societies are

Busy

2011-11-19T21:44:00.001+08:00

Wow, it had been such an 'awesome' 2 weeks. I missed one of my weekly dose of blog post just to finish a report that in the end, got an extended dateline. I figured, blogging is my way of sitting down and do some reflection. It's so-called my quiet time. This report, I just completed it and it's like as long as writing a dissertation. Supposedly, it's just a simple laboratory report. Turned out

Stress?

2011-11-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

Hello November. It's a new month already. Felt like it was only yesterday I started school. Well, I guess this will be what I will be feeling for the rest of my schooling years. When there is just too many things to be done, time just flies. Well, even when there is nothing to do also, in a blink of an eye, the day is coming to an end. The first half of my 1st semester had ended. PharmNotts had

Time

2011-10-30T14:32:00.003+08:00

Without knowing it, I had been here for more than a month already. So many things had happened. One thing, I got a new phone. Not really new new phone, just that HTC replaced my problematic old one with a new set. Kinda happy about it. But, I guess that is the only thing to be happy about... I have a tough exam coming up in January. Long way to go yes, but tonnes to material to read and memorize

Woman

2011-10-22T09:50:00.002+08:00

Not being sexist, but this is kinda true. *** w.o.w We are created to be different from one another. ***

Control

2011-10-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

I guess it is human nature that we tend to try to control everything that is happening to us. We tend to control even how things that haven't happen, things in the future. However, I think sometimes, we need to know the line. There is always someone more powerful than us and it is our responsibility to respect that person by seeking appropriate permission and approval from the person. It is

Chemistry

2011-10-17T17:55:00.001+08:00

Lately, I had been thinking quite a lot about my chemistry classes. Guess that's the only subject that really attract my attention so far. Even dreamt about them... =.=''' *** w.o.w Nature does not recognize good or evil but balance and imbalance. ***

You

2011-10-16T18:54:00.001+08:00

Hmmm... Lately, I dreamt quite a lot. Usually, I don't dream so much. Guess this is what happens when I speak less about my problems to people. Anyway, I had been dreaming about you. One instance, I was just sitting there and then, you just came along and sat beside me. Then, you wrapped your arm around mine and rest your head on my shoulder. This is the only moment I remembered from my dream.

Life

2011-10-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Tonight's dinner Oh dear, it's already like the 3rd week after the 1st class. I guess now I'm really feeling the pressure of things coming in. I had to make really really tough decisions and I have to crack my head to do so many things at the same time. I really really have to manage my time. Last time, I could take my sweet time to study. Now, I have to take every minute of my life to study

Mirror

2011-10-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

Do you ever wonder, what your life looks like through someone else's eye? When we were training for a presentation, we looked into the mirror and try out our speech. Sometimes, I guess we need to look into the mirror, see ourselves and think... what have you done today? It is never easy to please others because everyone has emotions. We feel different things differently. Some people may like

University

2011-09-22T15:46:00.001+08:00

The semester is officially beginning next week. Keep walking on... Somehow, I don't feel as enthusiastic as I expected to go back to school. Also, everyone I had met so far felt a bit like long lost friends. Felt a little like strangers. Oh well, I guess this is what a 3 months break can do, at least to me. Anyway, need to start to really pack up and do some preparations for the start

Fuss

2011-09-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

1 minute walk away from my house It's the 17th of September already. SEPTEMBER! Everyday goes by like its nobody's business. The clock just kept on ticking regardless of anything happening to each and everyone of us. It's approaching the end of the year. Though so, there is still a long way ahead. This time I'd go back to the University and now become a 2nd year student. Last academic year,

Consoling

2011-09-13T09:53:00.002+08:00

In most phases of our lives, we have to face sadness and tragedy. Like most people say, life has its ups and downs. In life, there are moments, happy and sad. I guess, this is what makes life colourful and beautiful. Everything that life throws at us is an obstacle, a test we must endure and pass. Though sometimes it may be hard, but after that, there will always be a lesson to be learnt.

Old

2011-09-04T19:56:00.004+08:00

Today, I went to some hill to climb in Miri called Canada Hill (I think it's spelled as such) Wow... The scenery there was like super awesome. Could see the whole of Miri. There's a Petroleum Museum there too. (Put pictures some other time) Really have to go back there and take some pics. Dad didn't allow me to bring this time cause need to climb the hill and it's not really practical... So yeah.

Jar of Hearts

2011-09-04T11:57:00.000+08:00

September

2011-09-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

I turned on my laptop yesterday and the PC-Check was turned on automatically. I saw my warranty is gonna end this December. I moved the cursor to the bottom right corner and saw 1st September 2011. O.O It's already September. It felt only like yesterday that I just entered uni. In another 3 more months, 2011 will end and a new year would begin. Time really flies. For the past 6 days, I had

The End

2011-08-27T13:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the last day I work in a community pharmacy called True Lable Pharmacy in Miri. I had been so-called "attached" to that place as a Year 1 student for more than 2 months since I got back from Semenyih. I had learnt lots of things in the pharmacy and I really made some good friends there. However, call it my feelings or whatever, I felt that somehow I might had offended some of them.

陪著我的時候想著她

2011-08-17T20:34:00.002+08:00

Attitude

2011-08-17T08:32:00.000+08:00

Don't know if it is my face problem or they can see that I never had a life here, people here who runs stalls seems to put in the face as if their customers owe them millions of money.This is really making me wanting to buy anything from them.They have this arrogant look and when I asked for the price, it's like a taboo for them to tell me, they have to say it with a tone.I miss kuching, I really

Stereotype

2011-08-08T08:09:00.004+08:00

Most people thinks that everyone is the same. They tend to generalize everyone to have the same attitude and same mentality, as if each and everyone has the same thoughts, the same opinions in every situation. Example, some girls tend to think that all men are the same, that every one of them are very ego and not faithful in their relationship. I can tell you, really, however that this sort of

End

2011-07-31T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day of July. Tomorrow, it's the 1st day of August and also the beginning of the fasting month for the Muslims. So, here I am taking this opportunity to wish all my Muslim friends and teachers Selamat Berbuka Puasa!! :) Anyway, this week is kinda depressing week. The songs I heard lately are all of sad songs about love. And there were some issues to be handled even before the new

Tired

2011-07-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

Lately I felt like I hadn't been having enough sleep cause of the work from Monday till Saturday, forcing me to wake up super early and on Sunday have to go church super early too. So, it's kinda like 7 days a week I need to wake up early. Today I get to nap for like 5 hours. Prove of how tired my body is. Though I had such a long nap I think I'm gonna go off to bed pretty soon. Still kinda

Feathers

2011-07-14T21:30:00.001+08:00

Ever heard of the idiom "birds of the same feather flock together"? What if this happens...? What if you can't find birds of the same feather, how to flock together? (Taking all humans as birds) I guess it's nothing weird. Everyone is unique in their ways. Some people are very very similar in attitude and all, but somehow or rather, there would be some differences - no matter how small the

Sarawak

2011-07-04T08:13:00.002+08:00

It's been almost two weeks since I got back home. Grew a little fatter cause now have to eat 3 super full meal a day. So, now I'm still working in a pharmacy and I still haven't memorized all the drug names I'm supposed to. It's more peaceful here. Much more peaceful as a matter of fact. Currently it's the rainy season I guess. Almost every morning cloudy or raining. I really feel comfortable

Placement

2011-06-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

It's like waaa... After one day I landed home, I gotta start work already. Worse still, no pay. =.=''' Anyways, I'm gonna be stuck there I guess for another month or two. Now, I was given this super thick book and the pharmacist asked me to read the whole thing. =.=''' Dunno how I'm gonna remember everything. Also, just now I just got my next task... Memorize this... Yep. The whole 3 shelves

Dreams

2011-06-13T12:32:00.000+08:00

No I'm not talking about my dreams as in wishes. It's more on the literal dreams I had almost every night. I dare say I can't really remember them all but I know they're weird. Messed up my mind. Now, I don't even know what is from my dreams and what is from the real world, my experiences all that. Dreams seemed so real. Just went to gym today. All alone there. And the Uni is like super empty.

Summer

2011-06-07T12:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, it's been exactly 2 weeks after my last paper and since I updated this. Kinda out of schedule. Anyway, not much had happened over the past 2 weeks or so. Went to SkyTrex to do some so called 'extreme' things. These are like flying fox, walking on wires, hoping from rope to rope, all that around 4-5 storeys above ground. Kinda fun. Been years since I last did crazy things like these. Though

Sitting is killing you

2011-05-20T14:03:00.001+08:00

Meaning exams are killing me? :O ***w.o.wSometimes, we just have to believe.***

Steps

2011-05-17T09:57:00.000+08:00

Our life is like these steps. We just keep climbing and climbing and climbing. Always wandering when will it end. The time when it ends, is the time we meet our Father is heaven. However, if we have faith and be strong, we can overcome almost everything. The power of believing is a very powerful one. Yesterday had just conquered one hill, now, another two more to go. Though I feel unmotivated,

Path

2011-05-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

Well, today, I just finished my first paper for my semester 2 examinations. I guess, this paper kind of took a toll at some of our feelings, well, at least to some of the people I care about... Anyway, the journey has not finished. There are another 3 more papers to sit and I guess I cannot stop working hard. To those out there who are sad, cry it out. You'll feel better. But, don't ever forget

Reminiscing

2011-04-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

Another week had passed in my life. Time is like moving faster than ever. So fast and I didn't realize that a week had finished. Sometimes, thinking back to the past, I found out that there are many things that are beautiful and wonderful. These things just cannot be described with words, the feelings they gave me. Though I know that certain things are not meant to be, I will just keep these

[Untitled]

2011-04-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

Well, I don't know what title to give... as this post is kinda like all random rantings of things I had gone through for the past 2 weeks. Believe me, it covered a whole range of topics though I can't specifically mention them as I can't remember. Lately, I had not been sleeping enough... Slept about 6 hours a day. Guess it's getting bad for my brain. Why? Because I kept feeling the week never

Books

2011-04-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... I guess I really need to start to focus on my books. Everyone else around me had begun the race way before me already. Guess I need to work hard to catch up with them. Physio and Organic Chem to tackle by this week ***w.o.wStudying is not about passing the examinations. It's about the knowledge.***

Feelings

2011-04-03T10:16:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, being human, we never think before we say things. This leads to the consequence that some people will get hurt. I'm seriously dead for the past few weeks. Not literally. Just that I had no more motivation to do anything. And I cannot smile without forcing myself to. I guess I still haven't really changed. Just don't want to let others know I am just sad deep down. I believe in

Purpose

2011-04-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

I lost my purpose in life... Somehow...Now, only my studies and my Society that concern me. Everything else... Just noises... ***w.o.wEverything we say and do impacts upon others more than we know.***

Scandals

2011-03-27T18:33:00.002+08:00

Oh well, one thing I don't really like to do in life is taking photos. Why? Look at this... No. It's not what you think it is. Though many people on facebook (my friends and family) think that both of us are in a relationship or some kind along that line. Oh and by the way, she is a very nice and cute friend who is in my class. And she was so not leaning on me at all when this photo was taken.

Significant Events of the Week

2011-03-19T20:53:00.004+08:00

Well, I'd begin with my birthday. It fell on the 15th of March 2011 and it was a Tuesday. Half of us have no class on that particular day, another half was doing chemistry lab. Though I was part of the half that did not have class, I went to Uni anyway to discuss my chemistry group report with Mee Kuan, Evonne, Eling and Lih Yi. Unfortunately, Caryn couldn't make it to join us. I was in Uni the

Wedding

2011-03-14T07:39:00.001+08:00

Last night, I attended Mee Kuan's sister's wedding dinner. Awesome dinner with an awesome performer. It's like all the performance the same old guy. Well, other than that it was an ordinary wedding dinner I guess. Wasn't the only guy in the table, got Mee Kuan's boyfriend. Yay? Anyways, I guess that is all I wanna say. It's just another point in the picture of my life. Till next time... ***

Another Untitled

2011-03-13T08:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to title this post. No inspiration at all. Well, this week was one of the most hectic week with most things to do. And also this week was where everything starts to get into motion. I found myself being more productive day by day. Today, later tonight, I have to go attend a wedding dinner. Hope it'll turn out fine. Had not been feeling good for a very very long time already.

4th Week

2011-03-05T16:09:00.002+08:00

Well, in a blink of an eye, the 4th week of my Semester 2 had ended. Next week, it'll be the 5th week where everything will be in motion. The engine will have to begin to run. When I say 'in motion' it just means that all the work and assignments will start to pour in. Next week, I'll be having a Pharmacy Visit on Thursday and PhysPharm lab the whole of Friday. It will be a hectic week and I

23rd February 2011

2011-02-26T16:29:00.002+08:00

It was Delicia's birthday. Supposedly, some of us in class were suppose to go celebrate it. Well, her close friends and whoever was invited. Apparently, I was invited. Then, I told Mee Kuan I didn't want to go. They were to go to Sushi Zanmai for dinner. Reason for not going? Coming in the next sentence. At around 7pm, after all of them left campus for Midvalley, Wei Chin, Jonathan, Cheok Tung

Singapore Day 3 (22.01.2011)

2011-02-19T17:34:00.003+08:00

Well, for this day, we don't really have much planned. Suppose to just go to the city and walk walk. We had to check out at 12pm so we did but our flight was in the middle of the night, 1135pm that very day. So, we left our luggage in the hotel's lobby and went to the MRT station. Oh, right. Remember in the post on the 1st day, me, Jill and Mee Kuan shared soap? I think it was this particular

Singapore Day 2 (21.01.2011)

2011-02-12T09:32:00.002+08:00

Well, day 2 began quite early. Most of us woke up at around 0730am. The plan of the day - Universal Studios. We went to have 'you tiao' and soy bean as breakfast. Though we ordered some other things too but those 2 were the main things. Wei Chin bought 4 tissue packs for 1 dollar from some aunty. (We saw the same tissue packs, 1 dollar for 12, the next day. Poor Wei Chin. :P) Well, anyways, we

Singapore Day 1 (20.01.2011)

2011-02-07T21:48:00.001+08:00

Well, actually it started the day before, the 19th, after my PhysPharm exam. Supposedly, me, Jonathan, Wei Chin and Cheok Tung should be taking taxi at 1030pm to LCCT. But, at 0830pm the taxi driver called me and like say he can't make it to pick us up. Luckily he called earlier. 4 of us rushed a bit to catch the last bus to KTM Kajang that evening, the 0930pm bus. Okay, we got on the bus to KTM

Bunny Year (Lunar New Year 2011)

2011-02-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

Another year had passed and this year is the year of the Rabbit. Cute little animal. Spending my Chinese New Year here in Sibu and last night before the reunion dinner, people here put fireworks out in the streets. Lasted for like 30 minutes. Really like a war zone. Here finish, somewhere far away got again. Then at 12am this morning, another series of fireworks that went off for another 30

Art?

2011-01-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

Most people use their arts skill to draw stuff they like. To picture out their creativity. For me, I have to use my art skills for this... It's a transversal section of a spinal cord. Just to help me remember better I guess =P Been staring at it for a while now. Hope it doesn't come out tomorrow. xD

Memories

2011-01-18T10:38:00.001+08:00

Semester 1 Year 1 for the course MPharm in the University of Nottingham for academic year 2010/2011 is officially gonna end tomorrow night at 1900. It has been fun being in this awesome class of 68 people. Everyone is really helpful and cheerful. Though there are ups and downs for me, I think they are all worth it. Time really do flies. It's been almost 3 months I'd been in this room of mine in

Learn

2011-01-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

Well, over the past few days, I found out that I had learned various things from other people. Don't ever judge a person based on his/her appearance. He/she may turn out to be quite different than what you expected. Goals have to be set as motivation so that there would be effort to achieve those goals. When in doubt, ask. Don't just keep everything inside. A person who always appeared happy can

Crush

2011-01-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can

5 more days

2011-01-14T11:22:00.000+08:00

Finished with Now have to deal with Oh well, luckily there is only 2 papers... ***w.o.wGood moments just past too fast.***

One more day

2011-01-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

In another hour or so, I'd be left with exactly 24 hours to really study for my Microbiology paper that is scheduled to begin at 0930 sharp and the paper would last for 2 hours. After that, one week later, I'd have my Physiology and Pharmacology paper. Goodness. Luckily, only two paper this semester. A little bit less hectic. Oh well, better go back to nerding. Till next time... Cheers~ ***

Pictures

2011-01-09T11:56:00.002+08:00

In this post, I'm gonna use some pictures to tell my story instead of my words. As they say, "A picture tells a thousand words." Well, in this case, there'd be several pictures. Well, that is one part of my story.Another part,... So, as the picture above say, I'm gonna list here a few things I suppose to remember by this Tuesday. Glycolysis Tricarboxylic acid cycle Lipolysis Fatty acid

Minor

2011-01-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

For those who knows music, every musical pieces that has a minor theme will end up having sad and depressing parts within the score. That is how I am feeling right now. Reason? Cause of some personal conflict. And some back pain that had been lasting for almost a week. Exams make me a little sadder? Perhaps... but usually they don't really bother me till I become sad. Demotivated a bit sometimes

New Year

2011-01-04T18:19:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not, 2010 is now history. Now, it's year 2011, the year of the Rabbit. For me, this wonderful year started off with preparations for my first semester exam. Going to sit for 2 papers, Microbiology and Physiology and Pharmacology. Though only 2 papers, the information needed to be loaded into my brain are like TONS. One thing that surprises me is that I can memorize my stuff. Last

That Girl ~ David Choi

2010-12-30T16:29:00.000+08:00

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine I'm alone, just wasting time No Friday movie nights Or romantic candle lights I'm just having conversations With the thoughts in my head All I hear are angels crying Oh, won't they just sing instead It would be wrong for me to say I don't need that girl by my side I don't need that girl in my life I don't want to talk it out Or hold her when she cries I don't

Peuuuuu

2010-12-21T21:41:00.001+08:00

Flying back to Miri tomorrow! Feeling half excited I guess. Need to travel alone. Just let this picture tell my story. ~Cheers~ ***w.o.wThe heart can be misleading sometimes.***

Study weeks

2010-12-20T15:52:00.000+08:00

Today is the beginning of my study weeks - 3 weeks long. After that I will be having the very 1st examination in this university - my 1st semester examination. Boring day today. Don't feel like studying at all. Last week was hmmm... kinda fun? Can't remember much of it. Just knew that it was kinda hectic. Weekends, I spent friday night till 4am in someone's room. On saturday, I went to Seremban

My feeling right now

2010-12-17T18:28:00.005+08:00

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking, I am waiting as the time goes by. I think of you with every breath I take, I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine. You're all I see, in everything. I just wanna hold you, I just wanna kiss you, I just wanna love you all my life. I normally wouldn't say this, but I just can't contain it. I want you here forever, right here by my side. All the fears

PharmNotts Christmas Party

2010-12-10T19:24:00.001+08:00

The event started last night, the 9th of December 2010, 16 days before Christmas and 9 days before the beginning of our study break. For me, it started actually around 45 minutes after class ended. I walked back to my room and took a quick bath before Mee Kuan and Jill came to pick up the drinks and me. The party was held in TTS clubhouse, just a few metres away from where I'm currently staying.

Midvalley Gathering

2010-12-05T09:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Yu Chuan organized a G3 outing. Just to gather all of us from G3 since most of those studying overseas are back in Malaysia. We had had the gathering in Midvalley's Chillis. Awesome place though the gathering kinda made me even more broke than I already is. I went to Midvalley quite early, around 2pm I was already there though the dinner was supposed to start at 8pm. Went there and

Untitled

2010-12-04T11:42:00.003+08:00

Tell me what you did to me Just underneath feet Didn't even notice we were miles above the ground I'm not afraid of heights We crashed into the sky Didn't know that I could feel the way that I do now I'm not asking for an explanation All I know is that you take me away And you show me how to fly Nothing brings me down When you're around It's like zero gravity The world just disappears When

End of November

2010-11-27T19:01:00.001+08:00

Well, next week will be the beginning of a new month, December. The only good thing happening in December... Christmas!!! And I will get to go back to celebrate this annual occasion with my family back in Sarawak. Anyway, there is not much happenings this week. One of the best memory is that of going to McDonald's. It felt like it's been ages since I had gone there. Remembering last time in SS15

You'll Be in My Heart

2010-11-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

Come stop your crying It will be alright Just take my hand Hold it tight I will protect you From all around you I will be here Don't you cry For one so small You seem so strong My arms will hold you Keep you safe and warm This bond between us Can't be broken I will be here Don't you cry 'Cause you'll be in my heart Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on Now and forever more You'll be in my

Something I stumbled upon

2010-11-21T13:27:00.001+08:00

To make a woman happy, there are about 53 things a man needs to be:1. a friend2. a companion3. a lover4. a brother5. a father6. a master7. a chef8. an electrician9. a carpenter10. a plumber11. a mechanic12. a decorator13. a stylist17. a psychologis18. a pest exterminator19. a psychiatrist20. a healer21. a good listener22. an organizer23. a good father24. very clean25. sympathetic26. athletic26.

Time

2010-11-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

So fast and it's like the middle of November already. Seemed like yesterday that I just registered to the University. Time really flies. My 1st semester is like gonna end soon. Been through so much ups and downs throughout the whole 2+ months. Today my lecturer, Dr. Billa, was like saying "What we are doing is tough love. Prepare you all for the future when you start working." Well, I guess it's

Another week

2010-11-12T17:52:00.001+08:00

Well, I started my week with a farewell to a classmate who's leaving Nottingham for Monash Australia. All the best to her! :)The next day (Tuesday) had a lab session on aspirin and sodium salicylate. Did some titration and some calculation. Another rushing lab. Don't know which chemistry lab we never rushed before.Wednesday, I had my first assessed Dispensing Practical.Made my own cream. Turned

Jogoya

2010-11-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Last night, 9 of us went to Jogoya, for Japanese buffet. 9 of us includes, Mee Kuan, Set Wern, Jill, Vivian Tan, Hannah, Hui Ling, Edmund, Guo Jing, and Me. Only the ladies got 50% off for the buffet. The nice thing about this is that there are 6 girls and 3 guys. So it's like the discount is equal to the amount 3 of us guys were supposed to pay. But in the end we divided equally among ourselves

End of the week

2010-10-29T21:12:00.001+08:00

It's now the end of yet another week.Had felt like a zombie for a few days.Not enough sleep I guess.But last evening, I'd been able to take a 2 hours nap.It's sorta like an adrenaline rush.Became like super attentive suddenly.Well, Mr Munin once said, "It is more tiring to use your brain then to exercise."It's a very true thing indeed.Pharmacy in Nottingham is indeed quite hectic.At the very

No Internet

2010-10-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

First time ever since I got into the University that I had no internet over the weekend. And no internet over the weekends mean that I'll be really REALLY bored to death. Why? Cause I'm in the middle of nowhere. =.= Anyways, thank God that that Saturday Cheok Tung and Jonathan agreed to go to Midvalley. Went to get meself a pair of shoes and a pair of slippers. After the Broga Hill trip, my

Wonder

2010-10-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

I just don't really get it.Is it THAT hard to share knowledge??Why some people like to just keep to themselves??Why can't the situation be you AND I be successful instead of ONLY one of us is successful??My depression is getting worse I think.But there are moments when I truly am happy with some people. :)***w.o.wA friend is someone we want to see happy with us.***

Clueless

2010-10-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today I sorta got a realization. It is very true that we often see things beyond ourselves and we seldom see who ourselves really are. I mean we like to observe others but we don't really realize what we do. The thing is because before I started on my course I got some pressure that I really need to do well and in order to do that I really need to work hard. And the 1st few days sorta made myself

Laundry

2010-10-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today's the 1st day I did laundry. The sad thing was that the place I stay don't have washing machine. So. I had been hand-washing my clothes ever since I got here. Since I had like long pants to wash, that's like kinda hard to wash with hand and my toilet's like not exactly THAT huge, I went to do laundry. I had to go to campus and walk to the resident halls to use the laundry. Worse is I need

University

2010-09-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

Things are now getting better by the day. I'm now quite used to the environment here in Semenyih. Though it's like "in the middle of nowhere" (a very popular phrase in this area) it's kinda nice. At least I can see trees wherever I go. Only bad thing is that it's kinda far from town. But, it's very near to Broga Hill. Might go there during my time here in the Malaysia Campus. Today had

Back on Track?

2010-09-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

Oh well, this week will be my final week in Kuching. Gonna have to leave here for KL. Well, not exactly KL more of Kajang area... Semenyih to be exact. Aih... really don't know if I can cope with whatever thrown in my way. This time I am really going into somewhere new alone. Last year in Taylor's at least had some friends from Kuching there. Now... [sigh] Oh well, what to do... Still have to

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-10T19:47:00.000+08:00

Wow, really... When I look back it was like only yesterday that I just came back to Kuching after my price giving ceremony for SAM 2009. Oh well, like people said... Time flies. It's been almost a year and most my friends are gonna finish their 2nd semester and I'm like only gonna start my 1st semester in another 2 weeks. This had been making me sad ever since I accepted to enter Nottingham I

National Service 7th Series 3rd Group 2010

2010-09-06T22:36:00.001+08:00

Wow, it felt like it had been a while since I came here. The blog felt so... empty. Well, I guess that's my fault cause I didn't update that much. Anyways, I am now back from National Service. Had been home since the 2nd of September 2010 which is a Thursday. So... I am dedicating this post to my whole two and a half months in Juara Camp (that's the name of the camp), Serian. It's gonna be quite

Home!

2010-08-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yeay! I'm now at home. :D But... sigh... Only for 6 days. :( Going back to Serian camp this coming Sunday. :( :( Oh well, what to do. Anyways, not good to think of the sad things. >.< It's really nice to be home. Feel more relaxed. One thing I missed when at home is the mountain water I used to take bath in NS. Super cold but nice. xD Nevertheless, I also missed my friends. Felt like lost

National Service

2010-06-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

Okay it's finalized.I'm going to National Service this Monday.So I won't be replying to facebook, calls, sms nor msn.Just a notice to all out there.See you all again in 2 months time.Sorry Joanne I don't think I can make it to KL anytime soon.Last minute the guy called ask me to report.

A Job

2010-06-24T20:25:00.003+08:00

Okay as of today onwards I am no longer 'menganggur-ing'.I found a job!Don't know to be sad or happy.I got a job to be a teacher.In St Teresa.Okay to those who don't know.It's a school almost as old as my school, St Joseph and it's directly opposite St Jo.So, it's a opposite sex school - a girls school.Well, I got the job from Pn Tan who called me this morning if I am interested to take the job

Mouse

2010-06-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm not talking about the mechanical mouse I have holding in my hand every day.It's a real REAL mouse.I killed one.This is one of those rare times I kill something bigger than a cockroach.The whole story began like this...Yesterday morning, my brother saw a mouse jumped into the back of the stove.So when my mum came back she turned on the oven's fire cause wanted to scare it out.But,

Excuse me?

2010-06-12T12:30:00.002+08:00

Tips to get ahead with members of the fairer sex.~The Star 10th June 2010~Step 1: Check your egoUnderstand that flirting is really not about you.Flirting is about making the other person feel good.The end result is an ability to atttract and hold other people's interest.Step 2: Adjust your attitudeBeing good-looking or clever with words is worthless if your attitude sucks.5 states of mind that

Faith and Believes

2010-06-02T20:15:00.004+08:00

Okay, enough of emo and rage posts.Now back to something-I-learn posts.Everything happens for a reason.That is what someone like me would always believe and also by most Christians.This is why Christians are expected to give thanks to God even in the worst of times.From a Muslim friend I once knew, this is also quite true for them.Everything we do can only be successful if God is willing or the

Everyone is Special

2010-05-28T17:43:00.003+08:00

It's kinda hard for me to know my heart.Really really hard actually.People always tell me,"When it's the right person, you'll know."Somehow it's hard for me to distinguish my feelings.To me, everyone is special and unique in their own ways.Some may be uniquely annoying or just uniquely nice.Makes me have a special connection with each and everyone of my friends.Sometimes, just a sudden frequency

...

2010-05-20T14:38:00.002+08:00

Today... I shed tears for the very 1st time this year...I had almost forgotten how warm and wet tears are rolling down my cheek...Why?Because I got angry today...Somehow after i get angry and after all the shouting...Tears will just... appear...As if there is an unconscious part within me is depressed of myself for getting angry...The reason for my anger...I'll just leave it to rest...The gist

Um...

2010-05-16T20:16:00.003+08:00

Well, I just downloaded and watched "Alice in Wonderland" by Tim Burton.It really has kinda good storyline and really shows the imagination of the director in directing the film.Though it's not really following the original story of "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland", an 1865 novel written by English author Charles Lutwidge Dodgson under the pseudonym Lewis Carroll, it captures me.I liked the

Mother's Day

2010-05-09T17:07:00.005+08:00

Well, today's the 2nd week of May which is also Mother's Day.It's kinda awesome to put a day as Mother's day.Reminds us the love our mother had for us children.Reminds us also whatever deeds our mother had done for us.Reminds us to stand by the principles our mother thought us.Reminds us the very element that binds a family together is love.Reminds us to be gentle as our mother had been to us

Principles

2010-05-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

Well, this post is kinda inspired after I watched Ip Man 2.I don't really have much to post on my life.Some people can like post of everyday happenings but, I just can't there isn't really much in my life worth of posting.It's kinda like a fixed routine. So don't blame my for only posting up philosophical posts.In Ip Man 2 (I don't wanna be a spoiler in case any reader haven't watched the movie)

Smile

2010-04-27T09:36:00.004+08:00

Here, I'll just use some pictures to tell what I really wanna say...Firstly...Though everyone is sad, we should always find the pleasure to smile...Why???Because...When you smile, people will say...and...Lastly,Smile always for you'll never know someone may be attracted to it.You're better than the bestI'm lucky just to linger in your lightCooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's

Pain

2010-04-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

To me, I think human beings are made to dislike pain.Though some may be more tolerant to pain after some physical trainings but I bet they'd prefer not to relive the pain they had felt.Everyone experienced pain, though in varying degrees, in their past.Some pain we can just live on with it, bearing it behind our backs.Some pain we were able to find to solution and get rid of the pain from our

Shadow

2010-04-13T20:31:00.004+08:00

Look at the above picture really carefully....What did you see?.......Anything??If yes, you must be hallucinating or seeing things.But, if I tell you there is actually something there...?Believe me?Highly doubtful right? Since I said that if you see something you'd be hallucinating.But, there is actually something there... a shadow. Look below.Well, I don't want to sound philosophical but somehow